Not feeling very

Not feeling very....


I have to edit.

but I really don't know how.

well sorta but not really

I don't wanna edit. I don't wanna. I don't!!! WANNNA.

Ugh.

I'm sorta bummed. I put so much effort into this last video and I am yet to finish it. The only way for me to ever finish it in a reasonable time frame is for me to do the editing myself. And I'm not even sure of how good its going to come out. For everything we put in....
It's not like I was slacking off. I worked very, very hard. Hardest in my life. And I prayed the whole way through too. I gave the whole thing over to God.

But in the end. FAILURE.


Don't get me wrong I'm not writing it off as a complete loss. I'm still smiling. I'm a make lemonade [out of life's lemons] kind of guy. I'm just frustrated. I don't know if I have it in me to finish this. I'm doubting if I'll ever finish anything. I just want to finish. I want to acomplish something I set out to do.
I don't want the reputation of the guy with lots of great ideas, who never finishes.


So here I go....again.